I don't fucking care about my life anymore.

They are not going to watch me make the same mistakes again
not a chance

69. Obama: "Tonight change has come to America!"

I NEED CHANGE TOO.

http://savingjoyce.livejournal.com

you are sick of the url-changing habit of mine

68. Complaints

1. Exams are over

and i am having a bad feeling bout the outcome due to my half-fucked performance

2. I have no more clothes

i aunctioned all my clothes online cos i wanted to make my bank account a full number. so now i have somewhat little money on hand and almost no clothes at all. and i am not even keen on shopping anymore! even when i enter f21 do i see ugly clothes why WHY! so no clothes and no money, it only makes me reluctant to go out which leaves me rotting at home.

3. I hate primary ones

Freaking shit i was supposed to go watch high school musical 3 with Isaac today and his freaking brother pestered him x10 to watch on monday and so he did why why WHY. And like now he says he don't mind watching hsm3 again with me but i mind like how uninteresting watching a movie with someone who has already watched it. Oh great now he wants to watch quantom of solace and i tell him i dont want to because it is so profound i won't get a freaking shit (and in fact i doubt he would) why why WHY.

4. My mother owes me 60 + 19 + 27 dollars

that was transferred to her bank account and now i am near broke (at least, my definition of broke) and she doesn't wants to return me why why WHY.

5. Prom sucks
Need i say more?

6. My sister is moving home

that would mean i have to put in double the effort to hide the food i buy. but on second thoughts it isn't bad because since she's back from hall her clothes would be back and this would solve number 2.

7. My room is a sty

everywhere i go i see powerpoint slide notes, textbooks and testpad papers i want to tidy it but i hate to tidy it because if i do i would find myself opening that box and unravelling the past.

and that really sucks.

8. I need a job

actually i WANT a job. not so much of a need considering i receive allowance in the holidays too. but i want to kill time and earn money.

9. The weird dreams

I hate the weird dreams i have recently i dreamt a monster came to our school and we had to evacuate and i couldn't find my wallet as the school was evacuating meanwhile compassvale sec students stream in for assembly what the fuck. and ytd i dreamt i was late for emaths olevel paper and i woke up only to realise o levels are over. i slept til 12.38pm after that.

10. New livejournal

I have a new livejournal but i can't think of anything to write for the first post why why WHY.

HAHAHAHAHAHA THERE IS ALMOST NOTHING AS INTERESTING AS THAT BOY'S PYJAMAS AND HOMIE LOOK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

65.

YOU ARE A FUCKING SCHMUCK.
A FUCKING SCHMUCK.
A SCHMUCK.
SCHMUCK!

" There is totally no reason to not do well for my last paper because i have four days to study for it."

As a matter of fact, there is a reason and that reason is that i have not studied for it and tomorrow is the paper.

10 points?

I've been so fucking distracted all these while i think i need to stick ciggs up my freaking asshole to concentrate. I will never make the same mistake again.

Obama as American president makes the whole world happy!

64. You kill me well

It is the tenth day advanced into the finals

I must be going crazy
Sometimes when i study alone in my room
it feels like the walls draw in nearer and close in on me
suddenly everything stretches out its arms in a bid to take me by the neck

knives everywhere i go

where were you when i needed you most?